( babyeri2009 )
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So I'm dating this guy. I absoulty love him, But I feel like he's feeling things that he has yet to come to me about. Like there are things that are left unsaid.He's a Christian and all, which don't bother me a bit, because me myself, go to church, and do believe in God. We live close to a hour away from one another, and see each other on weekends, because of work and stuff. When were together, we have a great time, and make memories that we can share later down the road. But I feel when were together he's thinking things, and has regreats. Though, are anniversary is coming up this Thursday. and I asked him if he had any regreats so far, and he said no not at all, and then he asked me the same thing, and I told him no. We've talked about being together many months down the road. and Have even talked about getting marry. What I feel for him I've never felt for anyone else. He is the most amazing guy ever. He knows everything about me, and hasn't left. he knows about the eatting problem. He knows I'm /was a self harm. he knows I've attempted suicide and everything. IN the past week he has been there for me a lot. Cause I just found out, after 18 years of my life, my mom had lied to me about who my real father was. saying that I had the same dad as both my sisters, and the other day when i found court papers from 91-07. I about cut. but instead I called him. and He told me that either way no matter who my "real dad " is, it dont matter cause I got a real dad in my life, who has been in my life since 4 months old.. Its not the dad part I really care about its the fact that my mom has lied to me all them times. Well to say the least, i found out the name of the guy who are listed on the papers. and I am now trying to find out who he is, and my boyfriend, has helped me with this, and helped me to try and get past it. What should I do about the feeling things? Should I ask him??? If I do, I dont even know how to bring it up.
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I wish I was little kid again, skinned
knees are easier to fix then broken hearts.
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