and im barely 110 pounds. i'm 5'2" and yet I still decided to do it, who cares anyway. I'm saving 3 lives! and of course the inevitable happens- i faint after giving a whole pint of blood plus 3 test tubes. and im just sick.
I've been sick all yesterday, and etc. Im faint, Im dizzy, i can't walk right, car motion sickness very easily.
this morning i wake up to go to school. Cause i was too sick to take a shower last night, my mom asks, are you going to school today?
My response: No...
Mom: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU HAVEN'T EVEN TAKEN A SHOWER YET GET UP
My response: ....
I take a shower, and while im int he shower im so faint stil that i have to sit down. I dont tell my mom shit anymore, and dont tell me that i should because i HAVE IN THE fucking past before
im out, and im trying my best to eat- so i can balance my diet again. Im really trying hard, i even tried studying in bed yesterday for an exam i had
I try my best to make it in the car and obviously being weak, she doesn't even try to ask if im fucking ok.
"mom, i cna't go to school"
moms response: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT! YOU HAVE CLASSES TODAY YOU CAN"T MISS CLASSES! YOURE GOING TO FAIL! ARE YOU GOING TO SCHOOL OR NOT
Me: No.
Mom: what kind of student are you
....Even if i was puking my fucking guts out all she would care about were my grades. shit yeah she cares about me i dont need that 5 year old lecture i know she cares but she doesn't fucking care to the point where when im SICK she cares about ME not my grades
what kind of fucking world is this