I always end up hurting those that I love. I don't do it intentionally. I can't seem to stop myself. It makes me feel like a horrible person and like I don't deserve to have friends. I'm scared of getting or staying close to anyone in fear of hurting them. I say things that I don't mean. I'm so sick of this and I feel like I don't even deserve to live. I feel like everyone would be better off without me. How do I make it stop?
I'm sorry to those whom I've hurt. I'm sorry that I do this. I'm sorry.
Post edited at 9:47 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 by phoenixfire613
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MystiqueBeauty16
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I'm sorry that those whom I love have hurt me so many times that I honestly feel like I can't love them anymore.
------- The mind may forget, but the heart always remembers.
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MakingaDifference001
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I do that sometimes to. I'm a jerk.
------- So put your hand in the hand of mine and together we shall walk through this valley of the shadow of death.
------- And Patch Up The Mistakes In Your Life, Nobody Promised Life Would Be Easy Make It Last and It Will Be Worth It Only You Can Be The Author Of Your Life ♥
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How do you end up hurting them?
If you stop letting yourself get close to people, you'll feel worse off in the end. That's like fearing a relationship after a breakup.
------- I hope I live to tell the tale.
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