there isnt anyway i can get help for this cause my parents would never believe me and send me to a shrink...but i just want to know if this is something serious then ill work on correcting it myself...

I'm trying to work things out myself.
If you get help, tell me how it goes.

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Some people don't think of it as bipolar disorder unless it's severe enough to cause problems. But personally I disagree and say that there's an element of it there from what you're describing. Just keep up your realistic efforts and you'll be alright.

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When you have Bi-polar, the mood changes are instantly then take weeks to get through. Like I will be depressed for three weeks, then I will be in mania for about four weeks.

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Mild cases can be less defined than that though, and could just be mistaken for mood swings. Often it doesn't need clinical treatment, but bipolar tendencies are not the same as mood swings.

'racing thoughts' which I get myself are common in schizophrenia, bipolar as well as other things.

No one here can tell you if you are x, y or z, as it could be any number of things and the fact none of us are psychologists, especially when it would be pointless - only a 'shrink' can treat it, especially if you have bi polar which needs medicine.

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