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Replies: 4 — Last Post Mar. 2 1:55am by tell me again
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Omnipotent One 		Reply
I'm not sure if it's the fact I self injure myself or if it's because I have this thing for violence but I LET some guy assault me. He wanted to slit my throat and I just stood there letting him cut my neck and collar bone. I also let him chock me out. It wasn't sexual at all and the whole thing was VERY violent.
I really don't want to end up dying because I'm so emotionally fucked. I'm wondering if I'll let him do it again.

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You have issues. Seek help.
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Quote: from RIMHfire at 5:15 pm on Feb. 2, 2010
You have issues. Seek help.
It seems the help I have been receiving has been making me worse. Not much I can do.... I was told by someone on another forum I should just turn myself in... I do not want to be in a hospital again. fuck that

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if you don't want to die...then get help. you need it.

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What do you feel when it happens? Do you just not have the fear/panic? Do you mirror some kind of hate and feel like inflicting violence on yourself?

I don't think injuring yourself in itself is a cause for this. Many people injure themselves, and it's not *that* dysfunctional.

I can say a lot more about what I'm like and how I can relate, but I'm tired and I'm not sure if it's the same thing. So can you elaborate on how you feel when he assaulted you? And who is this guy?

We can talk more in PM or just here.

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