we've been together for over a year and there's nobody I feel more comfortable and safe with. The thing is, I think it may be too much "safe." Yes, I need that feeling, but why did the spark have to fade? Why can't I still feel like an electrical current is puklsing through my knee whenever you touch it?

Let me tell you who I want...I want an intellectual (that you are), but I want someone with style...someone with whom every date would feel like an affair. I want a well dressed man with his ability to look casual in a suit. I want someone who can be charming, but isn't just set on getting me into bed.

-N

p.s. Obviously I'll never send this...just wanted to share my thoughts.

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"The important thing is to enjoy your life-
to be happy- it's all that matters."