Well, I moved out and left for college when I was seventeen, because that was when I graduated high school, and I really had no place to stay. The job I was working at the time didn't pay enough to support me. Once I was about to give the fuck up and go back home, I ran into this really sweet looking guy who was loaded and had a crush on me. He said that I could live with him ... but for a price ...

He wanted me to be his girlfriend, and I was shocked because I actually had some feelings for him. I'm 18 now and he's 41, and it's been a year since I've moved in with him. At first it was fine, we would fuck every couple of days, and he would hold up his end of the deal and give me a place to stay and even a ride to my classes, but about two months after I moved in, when I was finally settling down, he started to get more aggressive. After a month or so of that, he retained his aggression, but then he started to invite his friends everytime that we would fuck, which became like everyday by then.

I tried moving out, but either my desperation for an education or his fist would keep me where I am. I've gotten use to the three or four hour a night that I'm left getting fucked by, on average, five different men who get there jolleys by playing out rape fantasies and hearing me scream, but it still bothers me ...

And I'm not exactly sure as to how I can save myself ...

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Insanity: a perfect rational solution to an insane world

there isn't much else you can do..
and you can cal the police, but i'm not sure how much good that will do..

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it is beauty that captures your attention,
but it is personality that captures your heart.

Look at it this way... if you are emotionally suffering, and physically tired (or the issue of pregnancy), then your education will probably suffer as well.  If you're desperate for it, then do it when you can put your effort for it.  There's nothing wrong with taking some time off.

In terms of what's happening, if you don't want it, then you don't have to have it.  You have no legal binding to stay where he is, and just because you need a place to live does NOT mean that by law he is allowed to treat you the way he does.  You can talk to the police and put all of those men and himself up for rape.  Likewise, if you were 17 when you moved in with him, then you may be able to press a charge for statutory rape, but that might be a bit more farfetched (And depends on the laws of your state).

Get some help, you shouldn't stay there, you know that, and I know that.  Again, if you're worried about you education, the TRUST youself to know that you WILL go back once you have a more solid ground.  I was 17 when I finished highschool and took a year to work to build up savings.  It can make a huge difference, and it's also helped me out a great deal in learning to be independent.

Again, really consider your situation.  It's only going to lead to more hurt, and eventually, something may happen that can force you to change your life in a way that you never wanted or expected.