I am 16 and I feel like a horrible mother. Me and my wonderful boyfriend planned this baby and while planning it, I feel we didnt think things all the way through. I didnt realize how hard it would be for me but also I didnt recognize the innocent life involved. I was only thinking about my selfish want and didnt think about his life. My son deserves the world...and I feel that I cant give it to him. I can hardly buy him a stick of gum. Dont get me wrong my son is well taken care of.  I tend to his every need...seeing as I am in pain...but thats another post. I feed him on times and change him with the quickness. He is bathed and gets all the attention in the world. I harldy have him away from me and he never has any dirty clothes for more than 2 days (thats so I can get a good load). He's taken care of in those parts. He has family all around him and his father has been in his life since day 1, taking care of both of us. I dont ever really do anything for me anymore. Im homeschooled and hardly get the chance to do school. Im hungry...but never get the chance to eat. Im tired but I never sleep, unless my boyfriend sleeps over. So my son is really paid attention to. Its not that that I am complaining about...its the fact theat when he gets older and wise enough to know whats going on...what happens then. I want my son to have the finer things in life and everything in the world. I want him to have the moon and the stars (metaphorically), but right now I cant give him that and that hurts me. My boyfriend and my good friend tell me that he doesnt need those things and that I am a good mother...but it still hurts me. Im not asking for advice I just felt that I wanted to vent. Thats all. There will be another post, giving all the details about the birth. I almost died in there. But keep look out because this is deep. :). Thanks for reading.

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** love him so much...
I havent even met him yet**

trust me your a good mother

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Hi

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typical kid having a kid

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and? i'd have a kid with my Gf and shes 15 but i dont want her life drag down so young and not all kids are like this. this is the minority *no offence to topic starter*

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Hi

Also my bf is staying over for the weekend. He will make me sleep and eat...he wont let me do anything. He'd rather be sleepless and hungry rather than me. I love him to death...he is so good to me.

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** love him so much...
I havent even met him yet**

You can't buy his love, you need to earn it over time by being there, putting him first and doing what you've been doing. It'll mean more than a million toys.

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Holly.
Mama to Hunter Kai
Still missing you, LML. (1941-2007). ♥
"Nothing is worth more than this day."

No one can give their children everything they want (and frankly, if you could, that's not exactly a wise move anyway). Your child has love, and even when they grow up and look around and see that they may not have the newest or best bike, or the most amazing television, they will appreciate what they do have, and love you for trying your best and lovin them unconditionally. THAT is what bringing a life into this world is about.

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