ok well ive known this girl for almost 2 years.. she lost her virginity to me a few weeks after we met, then we agreed to break up, because of her parents (they don't like me).. we still kept in regular contact. then about 4 months ago we started seeing each other again, and then she broke up wit me about a month and a half ago, because she was moving. I thought it was BS, n was quite heartbroken. I told her what I thought, and I stopped talking to her since.. she started dating some other dude a week later, and broke up yesterday, almost a month and a half later.. Today I found a big long message on my msn saying how sorry she is for what she did, and practally begged for forgiveness.
well anyway the way we have been talking today, she still loves me, and I still love her with all my heart..
my heart says I want to be with her, but my brain says its a lost cause, and somthing will go wrong again n we will split up again.. which I really dont want to go though again :(
any thoughts on this ?
thanks
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