I took some of her food, which I admit was wrong. She left me a note calling me out on it. She hardly ever sleeps in our room, because she usually stays at our boyfriends place. I didn't leave a note back, but was just going to apologize next time I saw her, because there wasn't much else I could do.

But I was angry at her, even though I was wrong, because she does tons of stuff that annoys me. So I wrote a really mean entry about her in my journal (which is just a normal spiral bound notebook) that I keep put away in my desk with all my other homework folders. She found it and read it, and wrote really mean replies to the things I said.

This was a week ago. She sent me an email apologizing for the mean things she said, but using as her defense "well, I was hurt." She hasn't been in our room while I was there since then.

I didn't leave the journal out for her to find. She wasn't suppossed to read it. My friends tell me she was wrong but I still feel bad...

I'm just so angry and humiliated. This was the first entry I wrote after I lost my virginity, and she read that too (I can tell by stuff she mentioned in that note). Which was a very private entry.

Which sounds really suspicious to me, and makes me think she's been reading it for awhile.

It's not even that I want to confront her. I never want to see her again. But I know that's not possible. Still...what can I do?