my boyfriend of a year just broke up with me last week. its for real this time.
you would think my friends (since prek btw) would want to help me through this for at least the first weekend i was alone... but none did. no one would answer the phone.
they all feel so hopeless for me, that they decide to do nothing.
so i am alone. everyone tells me i need to 'focus on myself' 'you have to be happy with yourself before you can be happy with someone else' 'you have to find what makes you happy'
BUT I DONT KNOW HOW.
my time with my boyfriend was the happiest ive been in my life. ive never been a happy person.
how do i focus on myself.. how do i figure out what makes me happy? i hate my major, i got fired from my job that i didnt really like.. i want to find want makes me happy! i want to find the major for me! but im about to graduate.. i hate it. i dont want to do this for the rest of my life.
i miss my boyfriend so much. i cry everyday. im trying so hard.