Death in general doesn't sadden me .. that much.
Although, two of my friends who passed away, I did cry about.. but when I think of them , I can't cry, I do miss them dearly.. but everything happens for a reason. I have never cried over a family member dying, why? I don't know.
A cousin of mine commited suicide a few weeks ago, my mom told me and all I said was "okay", I'm not going to cry over someone I didn't know, I never met him, why should I be sad ? ..she called me a cold hearted bitch because of it .
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the life oracle
geez I don't believe it