And I don't think anyone could keep a person in your position from thinking about ending their pain, but I just ask that you not act on those thoughts.  There was a time in your life when you didn't feel like this and there will be a time again when you don't feel like this; you have to wait it out.  I know that's easy to say.

If you find yourself planning some action, would you please call a suicide hotline, 911 or a friend?  And let us know how you're doing.