ok so what i'm about the tell you will make me sound like a total creeper/stalker. and i know it. and i need advice because it's really bad and really creepy. first off, i'm a guy and i just graduated. i wasn't popular in high school. i wasn't an outcast, and i partied and stuff, but i never felt like i was good enough. i never felt like i was one of the real studs in my class who got all the hot girls, were hella popular, etc. and i made friends with some druggies and stoners..and i never really felt like i had any true friends.
since my graduation a month ago, i had another failed relationship with an average looking girl. i also went to my college orientation and some people clicked right away and i just knew they would be you know, popular in college.
with this happening, i felt like i was going to be the same type of person in high school.
i have no idea why, but i felt like i needed to "boost my reputation" with some of the juniors (who will now be seniors at my old high school) so i wouldn't sound like a total loser.
so...this is the creepy and weird part...i created a fake myspace posing as some hot girl. i went all out. wrote a fake bio as a girl who went to a local high school. picked some random hot girls myspace, jacked all her pics at parties and stuff, hid the comments so nobody would see that it was just made, etc. it looked real.
then i started adding random juniors onto it, and when they would send a message asking who it was i would be like "oh hey i'm so-and-so and i go to [insert local high school here]" and then i'd started up a conversation and make it so they would ask who i knew from there school.
i would say as the girl, that i knew myself. and i would say that we hooked up, and then he ignored me, blah blah blah. just to boost my reputation and make it look like i hooked up with some hot girl.
it seriously is creepy and weird. i know, ok. i know. but what i need now is advice and help. the obvious answer is to delete the myspace, but what else? i have some serious personal issues and i don't know what to do and io don't even know why i'm like this,
seriously, help me. i don't want to grow up to be some weird stalker.